sometimes

sometimes i feel so lonely and alone
sometimes i feel so sad and hopeless
sometimes i want to love but all i have is pain
so conflicted, so confused, misunderstood
my plans and hopes and dreams seem to slip through my hands like water
sometimes there is no one there who understands
i know God is there, that He hears, He understands, He is enough
but sometimes i want and need someone or someones i can talk with
to tackle these thoughts and ideas with
they've all been taken away or left behind
i know it won't be like this forever
but this is how i feel
sometimes