Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Hey Jealousy

it is amazing how simple words on a page can cut like a knife. i wish i could say it didn't matter and that it didn't bother me, but it did. it was stupid, really. what i need to do is get over it. let it go. it hurts less already and it will only get better....i hope. maybe i need to cry it out, but honestly, i'm tired of crying. yet the tears keep coming. then all the pain of the past year washes over my heart....ali ne mogu više. kada scre me boli, razmišljam o hrvatskoj (i znam da ne mogu govoriti hrvatski i zaboravila san sve "svoj" jezik). nedoštaješ mi ti, Splite moj!! kad sam tužna, spominjem svoji prijatejli (nego gramatika :P ) i šlušam glazbu iz hrvatske. htjela bih pricati sa zene koji radi u pekaru blizu globala (jele i mare!!). htjela bih popiti kavu u f-caffe (w/ Maja i Karla i Lara...itd.)....i setati na rivi....i viditi more....i biti doma. bila san splitcanka (ili skoro ili nesto..hehe) ali sad san u svoj pravu mjesto...u americi, iako (jeli to "still"??) ponekad osjecam da tu sam strankinja. cudno je. tesko je, ali znam da cinila sam pravu stvar. ali jos me boli. jos sam sama. bez svoje ljude. jos ne znam kud s tobom nikud bi sa sobom. (Hari!!) To mi treba....taj pjesma....da mogu plakiti malo jos. hehehe!! eto, to je to zasad. moram spavati sad. ako mozes procitati sta sam rekla onda, ja te volin i nedostajes mi ti....u srcu moju si ti....zauvjek. CMOK!!!!

nekoliko pjesme.....

Volim Hvratsku srce moje
Kuca za nju, ja to volim


I činim pravu stvar (ne spominjem te ja)
Jezik pregrizem da ne bi opsovao
Ovaj život što ga dijelim napola
I kada poželim te ja
Jezik pregrizem da ne bi opsovao
Ovaj život što ga dijelim napola


Ni ove dvije duše što nam je Bog povjerio
Umjesto da se ljube ja sam i to iznevjerio
Izdao sam te izdala si me
Bolje nismo ni zaslužili
Ni ove dvije duše što nam je Bog povjerio

2 Comments:

Blogger Maja said...

So; you've discovered that the
"Just put a prayer on the jukebox and out comes your happy life!"-formula doesn't work?!
When the first shock wears off, you might find out that at least you're in quite good company..
The list of names would include;
The not-so-well-respected boatbuilder (Noah),
The not-so-grateful-adopted-son (Moses)
"Oh, don't think about it, sister; you just tied me up on my wedding night and married my boyfriend!" (Rachel)
"Family problems? Well, I've had a few." (Joseph)
"Big deal! I'm just sold to a harem by my own husband."(Sarah)
"Well, since I've just been eaten by a fish, why not sing a song?" (Jonah)
..These are just a few of those mentioned in the not-so-easy-to-get-rid-of book
(also known as The Old Testament)
Then theres also some mentioned in The New Testament, and I'm sure you will find that they also found out that the "smile and world smiles back!" course didn't always apply.
So, why not join Paul;
"Hey, Silas since we've just been beaten, thrown in jail and could be killed tomorrow, we might as well sing, right?"
Rock on Davidi. The story doesn't end in the desert.
Maja.

5:54 AM  
Blogger Maja said...

And that means;
- Sing!
Free Karaoke;
http://www.miniclip.com/games/karaoke/en/
http://www.amusicalbox.com/
http://www.hawaiizone.com/wkaraoke.html

6:13 AM  

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